okay so i feel really good about myself right now, i was at the mall earlier getting my jacket & i spotted this couple they were prolly in there late 60's or early 70's and the husband was trying to help his wife come over her fear of escalators and the wife had something wrong with her i think she was mental or had like a block. So i walked over there and i asked him if he needed help and he was like sure so i grabbed her hand and i was talking to her saying a lot of positive stuff like you can do it and what not and what do you know she got on! I was almost in tears i was so happy we were there for about half an hour. EVERYONE was starring i didn't mind though I'm just glad that she overcome her own fear and she even went up it! I couldnt stop smiling...

i don't know maybe this is a sign.. i truly love helping people.  Especially mental\old people sounds a bit strange too you i guess but it makes me feel good. & people were talking during the mall like around me saying im really good with older people. i don't know its not like im forced to help i just want to help its just the right thing in my mind. when i was little i would visit my great grandpa in the nursing home everyday till you had to leave. i would always roll him down the hallway and roll his friends down the hall way and feed them play checkers, cards every game, you name it, we played it. I just like seeing them smile. i don't know i always had a thing for helping them.

Well before that i had a soccer game unfornitly we lost to St. Dominic 2-1 which means we got 2nd place but really that isn't bad considering they are one of the top teams in our district. Im proud we played good, & physical yeah that's the way to do it.

the road don't last forever; but the party never ends

Monday- won against Hazzelwood Central 1-0 assist by me

Tuesday- Snow day

Wednesday- canceled make-up Saturday 10:30 St. Dominic

Today- canceled against West make-up Thursday

WOO BABY

fZsCC09: NO
fZsCC09: ohh thats insane
fZsCC09: bob barker is ur gandpa
Fzs baBEE: YES
fZsCC09: insane
fZsCC09: this is alot to take in
Fzs baBEE: take it slow i know its a lot
fZsCC09: i k now
fZsCC09:  bob barkers granddaughter
Fzs baBEE: your talking to her
fZsCC09: ur sn should be
fZsCC09: bobbarkersgranddaughter
fZsCC09: then add some number on the end of it if u want
fZsCC09: oh some caps thrown into it
Fzs baBEE: that would be sweet but its too long
fZsCC09: i like it tho
fZsCC09: HAHA INSANE
fZsCC09: i lov ethe show
fZsCC09: have u been?
Fzs baBEE: yeah i get back stage passes and everything
fZsCC09: so uve been to cali.
Fzs baBEE: yeah plenty of times
fZsCC09: hes like a hue hefner
fZsCC09: hav eu played plinko
Fzs baBEE: i only like to spin the wheel
fZsCC09: thats the best game
fZsCC09: no plinko
Fzs baBEE: he doesnt let me do it on air though
Fzs baBEE: b\c he said people would think hes cheating
fZsCC09: yea
fZsCC09: but plinko
Fzs baBEE: sence im his granddaughter
fZsCC09: u need to do it and tell me if its rigged
Fzs baBEE: okay i`ll make sure to do that
fZsCC09: they never land in teh center
Fzs baBEE: hey you should come with me one day!
Fzs baBEE: and you can find out yourself
fZsCC09: i might have to
fZsCC09: go with bob barkers granddaughter to see bob barker
Fzs baBEE: yes
fZsCC09: sweet jesuse that be awesome
fZsCC09: jesus*
Fzs baBEE: oh yeah
fZsCC09: is he from cali or mo.
fZsCC09: lol why arent u out there with him
Fzs baBEE: its school duhhh
Fzs baBEE: hes really rich so he has 2 houses
fZsCC09: ohh
Fzs baBEE: one here one there
fZsCC09: wait
fZsCC09: wheres he from
Fzs baBEE: cali
fZsCC09: howd u end up here
Fzs baBEE: im from there
Fzs baBEE: but then we moved
fZsCC09: ohh
fZsCC09: why
fZsCC09: u got screwed in teh proces
Fzs baBEE: my mom doesnt like earthquakes
fZsCC09: why st. peters
Fzs baBEE: its nice
fZsCC09: haha
Fzs baBEE: so are you like his biggest fan?
fZsCC09: i lov ethe show
Fzs baBEE: oh so you dont like my grandpa what are you trying to say
fZsCC09: lol
fZsCC09: couse i do
Fzs baBEE: good answer
fZsCC09: still dont see how u choose mo. and st.peters
Fzs baBEE: well if i didnt then i wouldnt have met you and you wouldnt be able to come with me to see my grandpa! now that would be a shame
fZsCC09: true
fZsCC09: my shows on!

haha so gullible